Captain's Log
yungmanic:

Looking for someone to do a quick design of my tattoo. Message me if you are interested (will promo) x

I really wish people would stop rebloging this. This is a picture of when I got stabbed in the leg a year and a half ago and had to get 7 stitches because the blade went all the way though to my fat. Then as if that wasn’t enough, I got giant hives from the bandage adhesive (as seen the rectangle around the wound.) It got far worse within a few days, so much so that I had to see a doctor. ON TOP OF THAT I GOT CHICKEN POX TOO. I almost died had I not gone to the dermatologist and got the medication I needed.
So please gore-obsessed, kinky side of tumblr, as the person’s scar this is a picture of, please stop rebloging this. Just let it die. I’m so tired of seeing all the fucking weird comments below. It’s not “beautiful”, it’s not “sad and pale”, you do not “want one”, it’s a bunch of sutures on my leg.
Had I known it was going to be so popular on this site, I never would have posted it.

yungmanic:

Looking for someone to do a quick design of my tattoo. Message me if you are interested (will promo) x

I really wish people would stop rebloging this. This is a picture of when I got stabbed in the leg a year and a half ago and had to get 7 stitches because the blade went all the way though to my fat. Then as if that wasn’t enough, I got giant hives from the bandage adhesive (as seen the rectangle around the wound.) It got far worse within a few days, so much so that I had to see a doctor. ON TOP OF THAT I GOT CHICKEN POX TOO. I almost died had I not gone to the dermatologist and got the medication I needed.

So please gore-obsessed, kinky side of tumblr, as the person’s scar this is a picture of, please stop rebloging this. Just let it die. I’m so tired of seeing all the fucking weird comments below. It’s not “beautiful”, it’s not “sad and pale”, you do not “want one”, it’s a bunch of sutures on my leg.

Had I known it was going to be so popular on this site, I never would have posted it.

Love without Sex

mild-madness:

I’m doing a Philosophy paper on Asexuality. Please reblog if you think Love without Sex is possible! I really need the data. Like if you think love has to have sex.

I am in a perfectly happy asexual relationship without sex. And it works fine for both of us, in fact it has been the best relationship I’ve been in.

help

So I have a bit of a problem.  Today at work I was talking to one of my friends and we were talking about gender and he told me that he thinks that I’m pretty feminine.  This bothers me a lot for some reason.  For those who don’t know, I am a genderqueer and I prefer to be as androgynous as possible.  This is why I like my nickname “Sasha” because it can be masculine or feminine.  Given that at work I can’t wear the clothes I would like to in fear of ruining them. I just don’t know what to do to make myself more genderless or at least make them think before just assuming to call me “she”.

Or is it just better that everyone think I’m cisgendered? I’m tired of guys hitting on me. Does it even matter if I’m openly queer or not? I feel uncomfortable in my own skin and I don’t know what to do about it. Help me my queer friends!

The life wall is back! The best part is it’s constantly growing and changing like the universe.

The life wall is back! The best part is it’s constantly growing and changing like the universe.

Yey mental breakdowns at work!

Just because I’m young does not mean I am impervious to being tired.
My OCD is really bad tonight. I can’t help myself. The whole house is going to be spotless by the end of the night. I don’t know what snapped in me but I can’t not clean. Maybe it’s just because I’m really stressed out. I noticed that it gets worse when I’m stressed.

People make fun of me for my OCD or tell me to stop it. I can’t. I can’t help it. It’s gotten better over the years. I’m still trying to help myself with my mysophobia, and I am a lot better than I was 5 years ago. Even if I still have a strong urge to wash my hands all the time, it’s not nearly as bad as it was. I don’t think my need to tidy will ever completely go away. I hate misplacing things and I hate clutter. It just helps me think.
List of favorite Pokemon
  • Shinx/Luxio/Luxray
  • Persian
  • Gastly/Haunter/Gengar
  • Arcanine
  • Hoothoot/Noctowl
  • Onix/Steelix
  • Murkrow/Honchkrow
  • Poochyena/Mightyena
  • Houndour/Houndoom
  • Skitty/Delcatty
  • Duskull
  • Furret
  • Litleo/Pyroar
  • Purrloin/Liepard

My new raven buddy. He needs a name.

Since I can never win one of MissMonsterMel’s cute raven dolls and owning a raven is kinda out of the question right now, I found this guy. I made him a necklace with shiny things, because birds love shiny things.

So….this sucks. I can’t go back to work until I see a doctor they can do an evaluation to tell Amazon that I can work again. There is nothing they can do about it, it’s a birth defect and there isn’t much preventing it. I hate having to explain it to everyone a billion times and I hate when everyone gawks at me when it does happen. It’s a condition I’ve just learned to live with.

…It was either that or give up and spend my life in a wheelchair.
Frankly, it’s going to take more than my bummed knees to stop me from doing what I want.