Captain's Log
This is what I like to call “Living is Fucking Expensive.”
This is just a basic estimate of what it will cost to live in the apartment I am now. Good lord. I can’t live here by myself. I would definitely need help. It would be possible but tough. Given that a lot of it is over estimated for cushion room but still…
Have I mentioned that being an adult is hard? Because it is. And fuck, I forgot my car insurance biannual payments…Probably forgot some other things too.

This is what I like to call “Living is Fucking Expensive.”

This is just a basic estimate of what it will cost to live in the apartment I am now. Good lord. I can’t live here by myself. I would definitely need help. It would be possible but tough. Given that a lot of it is over estimated for cushion room but still…

Have I mentioned that being an adult is hard? Because it is. And fuck, I forgot my car insurance biannual payments…Probably forgot some other things too.

So my mom bought some kiwis a few weeks ago and I ate them because they got shoved to the back of the fridge and forgotten. I didn’t let them go to waste and mom bitched me out for eating them when they were literally mush and about to go bad. So she got more and she didn’t eat them again.

So before she left I was all ‘You bitch about not getting any and here they are again, in the back of the fridge and you not eating them.

So now I am finishing them off before they go bad again. Not that I’m complaining I like kiwi. Still. C’mon mom!

Because No One Ever Asks

Name: Kate

Alias/nicknames: Sasha, Meeka, Sash’, Kaz

Age: 22

Birthday: Jan 17

Sexual Orientation: Gray asexual

Gender: Genderqueer/Genderfluid

Zodiac sign: Capricorn

Relationship Status: Companion/Wibbly Wobbly

Current location: Twin Cities, Minnesota

Height: 5’6”

Eye color: Green

Hair color: Mixed/brown/red

# of pets: I have stuffed animals… do they count?

Shoes you wore today: Vans

Color of your shirt: Black

Best school subject: Science/Art/Astronomy

Your weakness: Bad knees, too hard on myself, lazy

Goal you want to achieve this year: Stay alive and move out with Jin.

First thought when you wake up: Who the fuck is calling me?

When’s your bedtime: When I want to go to bed. I know, that’s bad.

Pepsi or Coke: Coke

McDonalds or Burger King: BK, if I had to choose

Cell phone type: Tracphone

Gamer? I do enjoy playing video games

Day or night? Night

Summer or winter? Winter. Fuck summer

Most-visited websites? Tumblr, Youtube, Etsy, Alpha Stamps

Celebrity crushes: Matt Smith, David Tennant, Toby Turner

Last 3 songs you listened to:  Left Foot Trapped in Sensual Seduction, Siamese Twins, Cold

How many CD’s do you own: So, so many…

How many DVD’s do you own: A small handful are mine. About 10.

How many tattoo’s do you have: None

How many piercings do you have: None

What’s your biggest pet peeve: People in my room touching my things.

Do you play an instrument: No but I want to learn a few. Bagpipe, pipe organ, violin

Do you have any talents: I’m good with animals, drawing/painting/sculpting, problem salving, computers

Do you drink: Only occasionally

Do you smoke: Once and a while, but not cigarettes because they taste like ass.

Have you ever done drugs: No, and I don’t plan to try. That’s a sticky, sticky mess to get into.

Do you go or want to go to college: I want to go back

What career do you want to pursue: Mechanical and Electrical Engineering. I want to build stuff for NASA, Space X, or my own company.

What country would you like to visit: Russia/Ukraine, England, Germany, Sweden, India/Tibet.

Are you or do you ever want to get married: Perhaps. Probably not. Don’t see a need to.

Do you have or would you ever want to have children: NEVER. THE ONLY KIDS I LIKE ARE BABY GOATS. Closed system.

FAVORITES:

Shoes: Boots, pumps, converse or vans

T-Shirt: I have a collection of favorite tees.

Books: Hellboy comics, Vampire Hunter D, The Fault In Our Stars

Radio Station: Jack FM or WKLH

Drink: Hot or iced tea, “Brandon’s special juice” (shot of blue powerade mixed with sprite) Chocolate milk, mango nectar

Car: Subaru Outback

Band: Muse, The Beatles, Doctor Steel, Rammstein

Song: (currently) Take Me Out - Tom Milsom

Movie: Lilo and Stitch or Hellboy

Color: Purple

IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:

Favorite eye color: Something I can get lost in

Favorite hair color: Dark red or black

Short or long hair: Short but not extremely short

Height: Don’t care

Body type: I care more about the inside than the vessel you are contained in

So I just visited my old Fanart Central page today. It is still embarrassing to look at some of the stuff that’s on my profile. But making my account there and talking to people and doing what I did made me the person I am today. Granted I have grown as a person considerably since then, sometimes it’s nice to see the friendships I had, the long nights waiting on dial-up for the page to load so I could comment back. There’s just something nostalgic about it. My art has gotten better, I am so much more mature, and I am more successful then I was then. I still miss my friends I had made. Very few do I still talk to, some of them have been lost in also becoming an adult, but that’s okay. People come and go in your life and the ones that stay you should be grateful for. And I am grateful for those who have stayed.

So here’s to you FAC, thank you for making me who I am today. Thank you for the friendships and good memories you have given me. Thank you for helping me find out more about myself. Thank you for your lessons.

So my mom thinks her and I have Marfan Syndrome. I disagree because even though some of the symptoms fit, they don’t all fit. Our family’s leg pain could be many things. My “vaccum cleaner hose” of a spine could just be me keeping up my flexibility or an abnormality. My shoulder blades ??? I really don’t know what that is… My small jaw is just because I have a small head.

But I don’t have slenderman hands or appendages, I don’t have flat feet, I’m farsighted and not nearsighted, and I don’t have a thin face. \

I don’t know guys. I have so many things wrong with me I just don’t know. I’m not sickly, but probably like everyone else, I have some body problems, like my bad knees.

WOOOO 112/82!

With 56 bpm!

Well, my blood pressure has been okay the last few days, however now I’m having a fast pulse problem just like my great grandmother did. At least I can bring my heartbeat down with meditation, but it still concerns me. Probably just stress though as I am still going through tough crap right now.

I’M AT RISK FOR HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE!

YEY!

My mom got a cuff because my dad is at like Going-to-kill-him 156 over 119 blood pressure and I had her take mine just out of curiosity.

It was 131 over 78.

Looks like I need to take better care of myself. No more salty snacks and no more caffeine. :I Unfortunately besides weird cancers, high blood pressure also runs in the family on both sides.

Went dumpster diving tonight. Found a bunch of cool stuff. Looks like someone got evicted or died? Not sure. But someone’s whole life was in that dumpster. It was kinda sad. My mom and I dug out a lot of stuff like clothes, purses, and suitcases that we are going to donate. We both couldn’t see them go to waste like that. I never knew apartments were gold mines for cool stuff. I am going to check the dumpters more often.

I got a bunch of candles that were all unused, which I was thinking of getting some anyway because I love candle light. I got some more keys for my key collection, and some money. THERE WAS MONEY SITTING IN THAT DUMPSTER. SOMEONE THREW OUT MONEY.

My mom dug out this huge old bible. It’s kinda cool because I like old books and stuff. Don’t care much that it’s a bible, but it’s still cool. There are a bunch of obituaries in it too. Looks like most of the family is dead. I got a few old black and white pictures too from 1970. It was amazing how much my mom and I could gather just from their belongings. They had moved around a lot. Her husband was in the air force, and both of them were born in Mississippi. There is a cook book in there too that my mom found with the books and there’s a tasty looking recipe for chicken gumbo in there.

Oh and I fell on ice and scraped my knee and hands up outside too. :X

This morning I found a completely white hair on my head. From root to tip it was completely silver. I’m not surprised with how stressful this move has been and six months later and it’s still not over. I probably have a few more on my head.