My new raven buddy. He needs a name.
Since I can never win one of MissMonsterMel’s cute raven dolls and owning a raven is kinda out of the question right now, I found this guy. I made him a necklace with shiny things, because birds love shiny things.
So….this sucks. I can’t go back to work until I see a doctor they can do an evaluation to tell Amazon that I can work again. There is nothing they can do about it, it’s a birth defect and there isn’t much preventing it. I hate having to explain it to everyone a billion times and I hate when everyone gawks at me when it does happen. It’s a condition I’ve just learned to live with.
…It was either that or give up and spend my life in a wheelchair.
Frankly, it’s going to take more than my bummed knees to stop me from doing what I want.
This is what I like to call "Living is Fucking Expensive."
This is just a basic estimate of what it will cost to live in the apartment I am now. Good lord. I can’t live here by myself. I would definitely need help. It would be possible but tough. Given that a lot of it is over estimated for cushion room but still…
Have I mentioned that being an adult is hard? Because it is. And fuck, I forgot my car insurance biannual payments…Probably forgot some other things too.
So my mom bought some kiwis a few weeks ago and I ate them because they got shoved to the back of the fridge and forgotten. I didn’t let them go to waste and mom bitched me out for eating them when they were literally mush and about to go bad. So she got more and she didn’t eat them again.
So before she left I was all ‘You bitch about not getting any and here they are again, in the back of the fridge and you not eating them.’
So now I am finishing them off before they go bad again. Not that I’m complaining I like kiwi. Still. C’mon mom!
Alias/nicknames: Sasha, Meeka, Sash’, Kaz
Birthday: Jan 17
Sexual Orientation: Gray asexual
Zodiac sign: Capricorn
Relationship Status: Companion/Wibbly Wobbly
Current location: Twin Cities, Minnesota
Eye color: Green
Hair color: Mixed/brown/red
# of pets: I have stuffed animals… do they count?
Shoes you wore today: Vans
Color of your shirt: Black
Best school subject: Science/Art/Astronomy
Your weakness: Bad knees, too hard on myself, lazy
Goal you want to achieve this year: Stay alive and move out with Jin.
First thought when you wake up: Who the fuck is calling me?
When’s your bedtime: When I want to go to bed. I know, that’s bad.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonalds or Burger King: BK, if I had to choose
Cell phone type: Tracphone
Gamer? I do enjoy playing video games
Day or night? Night
Summer or winter? Winter. Fuck summer
Most-visited websites? Tumblr, Youtube, Etsy, Alpha Stamps
Celebrity crushes: Matt Smith, David Tennant, Toby Turner
Last 3 songs you listened to: Left Foot Trapped in Sensual Seduction, Siamese Twins, Cold
How many CD’s do you own: So, so many…
How many DVD’s do you own: A small handful are mine. About 10.
How many tattoo’s do you have: None
How many piercings do you have: None
What’s your biggest pet peeve: People in my room touching my things.
Do you play an instrument: No but I want to learn a few. Bagpipe, pipe organ, violin
Do you have any talents: I’m good with animals, drawing/painting/sculpting, problem salving, computers
Do you drink: Only occasionally
Do you smoke: Once and a while, but not cigarettes because they taste like ass.
Have you ever done drugs: No, and I don’t plan to try. That’s a sticky, sticky mess to get into.
Do you go or want to go to college: I want to go back
What career do you want to pursue: Mechanical and Electrical Engineering. I want to build stuff for NASA, Space X, or my own company.
What country would you like to visit: Russia/Ukraine, England, Germany, Sweden, India/Tibet.
Are you or do you ever want to get married: Perhaps. Probably not. Don’t see a need to.
Do you have or would you ever want to have children: NEVER. THE ONLY KIDS I LIKE ARE BABY GOATS. Closed system.
Shoes: Boots, pumps, converse or vans
T-Shirt: I have a collection of favorite tees.
Books: Hellboy comics, Vampire Hunter D, The Fault In Our Stars
Radio Station: Jack FM or WKLH
Drink: Hot or iced tea, "Brandon’s special juice" (shot of blue powerade mixed with sprite) Chocolate milk, mango nectar
Car: Subaru Outback
Band: Muse, The Beatles, Doctor Steel, Rammstein
Song: (currently) Take Me Out - Tom Milsom
Movie: Lilo and Stitch or Hellboy
IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
Favorite eye color: Something I can get lost in
Favorite hair color: Dark red or black
Short or long hair: Short but not extremely short
Height: Don’t care
Body type: I care more about the inside than the vessel you are contained in
So I just visited my old Fanart Central page today. It is still embarrassing to look at some of the stuff that’s on my profile. But making my account there and talking to people and doing what I did made me the person I am today. Granted I have grown as a person considerably since then, sometimes it’s nice to see the friendships I had, the long nights waiting on dial-up for the page to load so I could comment back. There’s just something nostalgic about it. My art has gotten better, I am so much more mature, and I am more successful then I was then. I still miss my friends I had made. Very few do I still talk to, some of them have been lost in also becoming an adult, but that’s okay. People come and go in your life and the ones that stay you should be grateful for. And I am grateful for those who have stayed.
So here’s to you FAC, thank you for making me who I am today. Thank you for the friendships and good memories you have given me. Thank you for helping me find out more about myself. Thank you for your lessons.
So my mom thinks her and I have Marfan Syndrome. I disagree because even though some of the symptoms fit, they don’t all fit. Our family’s leg pain could be many things. My “vaccum cleaner hose” of a spine could just be me keeping up my flexibility or an abnormality. My shoulder blades ??? I really don’t know what that is… My small jaw is just because I have a small head.
But I don’t have slenderman hands or appendages, I don’t have flat feet, I’m farsighted and not nearsighted, and I don’t have a thin face. \
I don’t know guys. I have so many things wrong with me I just don’t know. I’m not sickly, but probably like everyone else, I have some body problems, like my bad knees.